Hello my friends! I’m a day and a half Portlander now. Yeah, I moved!
The last couple of days have been amazing and unbelievable. I don’t know where to begin so I’m just going to spit it out…
Before I left Asheville I was blessed, fortunate, lucky enough to be able to line my ducks up in a row. Got my finances together, mended some fences with my family, left my job with killer references and did lots of good by donating my car, washer and dryer to good causes. From my family, coworkers and friends I received nothing but support and well wishes. It felt right to move when previously I had been racked with guilt, worry, fear.
Been thinkin’ the last couple of days. Between working, packing, getting my ducks in a row and spending time with the wife, the hamster wheel in my mind has been spinning furiously. “I’ve got to get this shit together. I’ve got to deal with this now!” I keep repeating to myself over and over. At one point at work, I took a piece of paper and wrote out, “You can’t be too tired to make it right.”
#3- Ask Me Anything - Hi! You asked and I answered, here are the four questions I received for my Ask Me Anything. Thank you so much for your questions and I hope you enjoy this post! About 10 min.
It’s rather unfortunate how dependent I’ve become on this narrative voice that i have when writing for this blog. In many ways, it’s my most dominant, honest expression. It’s unfortunate because I need to talk to myself right now, privately and I can’t do it, alone. I just can’t blog to myself sitting on the couch and sort out my thoughts.
My mind is crazazy. So totally cray. In the span of one day, let alone one hour, my brain has five or so million fleeting thoughts, daydreams that get played out and desires that get cataloged and put away. Some of these thoughts fly through the fibers in my brain and don’t get thought about again, others I hold in a special place, where I can obsess about them.
The thing that I find most desirable about HotGuyAtWork is how comfortable I perceive him to be in his own skin. He’s 21 now, he carries himself ever so magnificently. You can already guess that I spend lots of time watching him from afar, and I do, I’ll admit it.. but there is something so charming about him that gets under my skin.
I’ve been a busy boy! Hey y’all, doing a Q&A audio post coming up pretty soon, I need your help. Ask Me Anything or comment below and I’ll try my hardest to answer it in this upcoming audio post. See ya soon!
#2 Sit and Spin: about ten minutes of me describing the mess I’ve gotten myself into. 10 min.
#1 Confession: Trying something different, hope you enjoy it. 5 min.
Well, maybe I am. Bonjour, I just woke up and I’m a bit groggy, hopefully I can stumble through this without sounding like a complete madman. Having some coffee, so that should help.
Howdy! I think I’m getting back into some sort of shape, it feels like my body is getting prepared to shed some pounds and my mind is helping sync it up. I’ve been thinking about hiring a personal trainer, but being so close to moving, I don’t know if it’s a wise move financially speaking. Life is going good for me personally, as of late I’ve just been having to balance between preventing boredom and managing my daydreams.
How are you doing? Things are good here. Just wanted to give you some updates. I’m having such a fun night, It’s midnight or a little after. Tonight’s plans include cleaning up the apartment (yet again), working out, listening to some music and maybe drawing some more. Did you guys see that NSFW coloring book page I put up a few minutes ago? Can you tell where my head’s at right now?